Saturday, September 09, 2006
its the last day of the holiday and trust me, i do not feel any better. i ve been sick since the start of the hols till now.my head is killing me-literally. and my geography "knoledge" is still floating around in my heavy painfull head.
meanders.
deltas.
hydrologic cycle
flood plains
drainage basin
water shed
distributaries
surface runoff
i can rattle off how all the river landforms are formed.
sigh... one wasted week-with a horrible sore throat,flu and fever.just my luck!(<-that was toatally random) i know,i am babbling nonsense.but can you even imagine what is going on in my brain. i can hardly think, with my throbbing head.
am i contridicting myself????i dont know.i hate not knowing.i hate not being prepared. coz i fear fear. i'm scared of being scared. i juz dun wanna b weak. dun wanna rely on anyone but myself. i want to be good in everything i do. i noe everyone says juz do ur best. but they arent me. they dun dun noe weather i am really doing my best. my current grades arent my best ,they r faaaar frm it.but sometimes i really dun noe if "my best" is really my best. im lost bewildered. my dreams are so unbridled, yet my mind is bewildered.
who am i? who is that girl staring back at me?
silence. as every one threats it as a rehetorial question.
that is u...cassandra lek chiu shuer...
yeah,brilliant. short,sweet and correct. a perfect answer. but not what i was looking for...
Urgh.
this sucks.in the truest sense of the word.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okay i think you've heard enough of my nonsense...
bb
p.s i hope i can post a better entry once i get better.or even a good poem.
she told
the story ...
11:44 PM
